A Coincidence

So on the same day that I received the card with the pictures in it I also received my packet from the University of Chicago for my surgery. I didn't really think anything of it, but this morning as I was showering it kinda came to me. How ironic is it that on the exact same day a card containing pictures of my past and a packet of information about my future would arrive together. I sat for a minute and that day and remember having the card on one side of me and the big packet of information on the other side of me. Talk about being sad and excited in the exact same moment. I have never been a very supersticious person, but ever since Amelia died I feel like I am constantly looking for signs from her. I truely think she had a hand in this. She knew that I would be sad from looking at the pictures, so she made sure the packet was there to perk me up a little bit. I am sure people would think I am crazy for thinking this and just say its just how the postal service works but I like to think it was my little Amelia helping out her mommy and trying to tell me that it's ok to be sad about what should have been, but it's also ok to be happy about what will be someday. I love when things like this happen, it really makes me feel that Amelia is watching out for me and doing her best to let me know that she's with me.